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Large flaming clumps of household debris were dropping like small bombs

Santa Rosa Fires

As a roofing contractor, I knew when I heard the huge gusts of wind that the next day would  be spent fixing a few roofs from falling debris. I never dreamed of the scenario that was unfolding as I tried to get some sleep.

At 1:30 a.m. Wendy woke me and said she smelled smoke, our window was open and the wind was still blowing hard, I hadn’t heard any sirens so I was unconcerned at that point and managed to drop back to sleep.

Somethings wrong

My 16-year-old son Riley knocked on our door at 3:3 AM. He said that his girlfriend’s house was under threat of burning down up in the Petrified Forest area. He also said his social media was blowing up with reports of fire. We quickly stepped into our street situated in the Grace Tract neighborhood of Santa Rosa, and observed a large red glow directly north, just over the Montecito ridge, several propane tank explosions per minute were also heard coming from the same direction.  His girlfriend’s house was west of our location by 10 or 12 miles, I was sure this had to be a different fire. I was wrong.

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How much time do we have?

Within 5 minutes we were heading up to Fountain Grove 1.5 miles away, where I thought the glow with emanating from, I felt the need to ascertain the danger to our own neighborhood. Moderate amounts traffic going the opposite direction, this was looking serious. As we made the turn up Fountain Grove Parkway we were starting to get a picture of what was to come, within a quarter of a mile we were in the firestorm, lots of large flaming pieces of debris falling all around us, winds whipping the flames all the way across the Road at a tremendous speed. We turned back amid large burning houses along the ridge, on both sides of the road. As I looked for any sign of people who needed help it struck me that no firemen or emergency personnel where anywhere in sight, that alone added to the seriousness of the situation, where they really spread that thin? As I traveled along the ridge back towards my house I stopped short of the Montecito off-ramp and stared at the horizon while the wind buffeted my truck, we could see the glow of the Calistoga fire, a fire that we thought was somewhere near Kenwood/ Sonoma Valley, and a fire burning behind Taylor Mountain. This is North, East, and South of our position. My first thought was that this could not be coincidental.  Heading towards downtown it all seemed like a bad dream, now we were slotted in with a steady line of cars heading away from the fire still 3 hours before dawn. I was so stunned, it did not occur to me to go check on another house that we owned close by. We cruised downtown. It was crowded and all the shopping center parking lots were full of cars, trucks, motor homes, boats etc. with groups of people hovering around.

Incoming refugees

As we arrived back in the hood, our neighbor John came to ask what I thought we should do. Looking North to the glowing horizon, then straight up, I could still see the stars as the smoke was moving another direction which meant the fire was moving another direction. I decided that my criteria would be embers, if embers and ash start falling in our neighborhood then we would start the process of heading out. Our neighborhood slowly started filling up with cars from the friends and family of our neighbors who were taking refuge and running from the flames.

Sleepy Hollow

Another sortie at 6:30 a.m. this time to our rental house. I had texted the tenants, a great couple with two elementary aged kids. They had fled around 1:00 A.M. I really did not think that the fire had raced down the mountainside into where the house was located. I was again shocked to see the fire consuming houses about two blocks down the street from our house. The wind was still howling but seemed to be crossing to the North, I thought we had a good chance of making it through the night, even though, I still didn’t see any fireman. I headed home again determined to get our house in order.

When to stay, When to go

As I re-entered our neighborhood, my neighbor John asked me what I’d seen and my thoughts. It was him, his wife and a young son with his two elderly parents. For me it was going to be just jump in a vehicle with the kids and go, it was going to take a little bit more for him to get it all together and I could see he really needed information to put together a plan. My wife Wendy was putting together an emergency kit with some food and clothes and important documents just a case we had to bail quickly. I went back to my original thoughts even though the smoke was now over the house, there was no ash or embers falling directly in our neighborhood. We would stay for now with a careful eye on the large wooded hill a half a block north of us.

Helplessness and Impatience

I skulked around the house for a few hours listening to the news, then headed back up to the rental house around 9:30. Around this time we were listening to the reports and we were very concerned not just for ourselves, but for all the other displaced or soon to be evacuated people. Our street was now packed with cars. Thoughts started to come back to me that I hadn’t felt in a long time, when I was 17 sh am.jpgour house had burned down and with it everything I owned, which as a 17-year-old may seem like a lot, but it’s really nothing in the grand scheme of things. I thought of our tenants and their 2 young kids, and how devastating it would be for them to lose it all on a whim just like that. My wife Wendy had been at the house the entire time and I asked her if she would join me for a check on the property.

Fire and Fury

As we approached the area black smoke was billowing in a solid line East and West across the Valley behind the Hidden Valley school. Two blocks away we saw flames climbing 50′ into the air, ash covered cars were flooding out of the area. People coming out of their houses with boxes and bags determined to make a dignified escape. One block away to the right on a side street all the houses on one side were gone, chimneys only. Our house was still standing but now the fire was just 3 houses away! I told Wendy to wait as I exited my truck. I saw Ray, my plumber coming out of his vehicle about the same time, he was checking on his boss’s house which was just up the street from mine. We jogged in and with a quick glance we determined his house was gone, the only recognizable thing was his burned out pickup truck and Service Van out front. Again, at this point there were no firemen to be seen and it raged totally out of control spreading from house-to-house. It reminded me of earlier when I was up in on the top of Fountain Grove, only the gusting was not so strong but still the large flaming clumps of household debris were dropping like small bombs all around. Ray noticed a small fire starting up in the bark right next to my house, he ran over and kicked it out. I thought to myself that’s going be the problem right there, all this dry bark wants to catch on fire when the embers hit, looks great but sucks in a firestorm. There were still two houses between the main force of the fire and us. I thought if I could keep the last house from starting up maybe it would slow the burn rate as the fire marched down the block. I found a garden hose and remarkably when I turned it on water flowed freely, I was surprised by the pressure. I headed for the North side of the house and started hosing down the vegetation around the gas meter, Ray was still with me and muttered something about the gas meter being situation being serious. I stood back around the corner just in case, and started hosing down the fence that was fully engulfed in fire, after a few minutes I realized that flames were working their way through the trees from one property to the next and that my hose wasn’t big enough to make any real difference. I trotted back towards my house, made a quick sweep of the rear yard to make sure no fires were burning back there. By the time I got back to the front yard the fires were starting up in the bark again, Ray again went and smothered them. About then I saw my first emergency vehicle of the day, it was a sheriff in a pickup truck urging us to move on and get out. Breathing was difficult, my eyes were watering, the smoke was thick, it really didn’t take any more than that for me to know that trying to do anymore without danger to myself or Ray was futile. I headed up the street to where Wendy had moved the truck back, she was not happy with me, she didn’t know it but I had already mentally given up. As we drove away I was sure I would never see that house again. Three blocks later it was a different world, still people loading possessions into vehicles but I could breath, and things weren’t exploding around me. Now as I was driven back to my house I started to realize that the only thing between this neighborhood and mine was a solid sea of houses (fuel)  if the wind shifted. I reiterated to my neighbor John when I got back that I would stay till the embers fell from the sky, only now I was looking skyward more often as small flakes of ash started to descend, and wondering how long I would actually stay.

Trying to gather the tribe

I had been trying to get a hold of my mother who lived out in a retirement community on the east side of town all morning but I had no luck with the cell phone. The only thing that seemed to be working that day was the text system, and my mom doesn’t text. I headed that way and was blocked 3 miles short. The police on the barricade told me they had 100 officers going door to door and they would ensure she left. Nothing else to do here, move along please said the officer.

I was witnessing people’s total losses, and I reminded myself that it was just in fact, stuff. More and more people had migrated to our neighborhood in the Grace Tract and I was starting to hear the stories of so many people who had lost all of it. One neighbor had her parents and her husband’s parents tucked in at her house, both couples were dealing with total losses. All they had was their loved ones and their pets.

Not knowing

After about 3 hours I headed back to what I referred to as the front lines to see how the Sleepy Hollow (rental house) neighborhood was faring. I observed the same large black billowing columns of smoke as I approached the fire line, only this time they seemed to be farther west with a lot of white smoke in the east side of the valley. As I turned the last corner on to Sleepy Hollow Drive, for the first time that day I saw a fire truck, its crew working to put out a house just across a small creek from ours it was wrecked but they weren’t going to let the fire spread beyond that, our house was intact along with two others, everything else in the immediate area was gone. Fires emanating from melted down gas meters, water spilling from broken water pipes and drifting smoke was the only movement. I was relieved and devastated at the same time. Another fire crew from Palo Alto was down the street, I walked over and thank them for their service, they asked which house had been mine, I pointed behind me to the corner house still standing, he told me that when they arrived on scene several volunteers/neighbors were wetting down the bark, putting out fires and trying to save the house. Well, people I didn’t even know but we’re presumably friends and acquaintances of our tenants were responsible for saving the house and belongings of the tenants. The scene was so different from the earlier trips, I couldn’t believe it. I felt like a huge weight was lifted from me. A broken window and a few fences that having cut down by a fire crew to reduce the amount of fuel around the house was all the damage I could see from the outside. I texted our tenant immediately and let them know that their house was still standing and that I felt like it was going to be ok. With all those fire crews around, you stop worrying so much. Also, the wind had died down. As I write this on Tuesday I can hear helicopters moving through the smoke overhead working on fires and hotspots. As we trail into the night more evacuations are being called, more houses are being lost. I realize that it’s not over for others, just delayed.

Businesses have been lost, employees have been displaced, stuff has disappeared, disintegrated, and possibly the loss of life. This will be hard, our new reality. #sonomastrong says it all.

Mark Warren

Pacific Cup 2016 – Disrupted

 

This account was written at the time of the race in 2016

Disclaimer

Some of you may have heard the news, and I wanted to give you a summary of the events of the past few days in case you’re interested. It’s been a blur so I’m sure I’ve missed some crucial details, or jumbled up a time line, taking journal notes was impossible in the conditions we experienced. But I hope you will get the gist of things.

Postcard Perfect Start

We had a great start and led our division out the gate on Tuesday morning. The wind and seas started building as we zipped past the Farallon Islands under clear skies.

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Working Shifts

As the seas and wind increased so did our boat speed. We were working in two man shifts, Robb and Kirk (the two boat owners) on the first watch from noon to 6 PM. Roark and I taking the 6-10 PM. Basically 4 hours on, 4 hours off through the night until 6 AM rolls around, we then switch back over to 6 hour shifts. This is done to cut down on the fatigue that can set in from the intense concentration and physical demands of driving at night. We intended to stay in that sequence until we hit Hawaii.

Movable Ballast

The vibrations of the of the boat’s system’s being tested, the sound of the water rushing past the hull and over the decks along with the pitching motion were indicators of things to come and gave me lots to think about as I lay in my bunk trying to sleep. Sometime before my first watch several cases of bottled water had tumbled off a dislodged shelf in my berth. After several minutes or so I managed to re-secure the shelf but loading the water back on was impossible due to the erratic movements and confined space of the berth.  So, I packed the intact cases against the leeward side of the berth and shoved the loose bottles wherever they would fit, problem solved. The slowly disintegrating card board boxes and full 2-liter water bottles became my new bunkmate for the rest of the trip. These things were to be expected as the first couple of days of this race are advertised as being the toughest. The weather was setting up to be a fast exhilarating ride, just what we had hoped for.

Settling In For A Wild Ride

When I came on deck to start my 6 PM shift with Roark, things were very lively. We switched positions every 30 minutes from driving to trimming as the wind speeds built into the mid 20 knot range. We kept our course above the rhumb line, the most direct route to Kaneohe Bay Oahu, our finish line. By 10 PM we were full on heavy weather racing, and it was the “essence of awesomeness”, just as I had imagined! Waves frequently broke over the boat and made the smallest movements treacherous. The moonlight helped but, errant breaking waves could not be seen until they hit the boat and broke over us. Hands and feet crab crawling was the safest way to make our way around the cockpit. Any movement was done only when necessary. I did manage to crawl to one of the GoPro’s occasionally to try and capture the moment, no idea currently if it was worth the effort.

Point Of Contact

Fifteen minutes before our watch ended as the half moon was heading lower in the sky. I could see the red glow of headlamps below as Kirk and Robb readied themselves. This entails getting dressed into multiple layers of warmth capped off by foul weather gear, boots, beanie and gloves. A challenging task under the circumstances. Somewhere in this process Robb was thrown across the cabin into the stove. Last year a solid stainless grab bar was installed directly in front of the stove to be used as a handhold when needed. It was at this time that Robb was injured. Kirk came up first and said Robb was going to need a few minutes to recover from the fall and that his ribs were injured. Robb eventually made his way on deck to relieve me and mentioned he was in a lot of pain from the collision and could I look at the stove when I went below because it was loose and knocked off its gimbals. After I re-mounted the stove while on my hands and knees, I stripped down to my base layers, made my way to my berth and passed out.

Kirk gave me a twenty minute heads up before our next shift started at 2 A.M. Putting on salty wet layers was next, as I was attempting to save some fresh clothes for another night in the trip. As we made the shift change I noticed Robbs moments were very labored and he indicated the pain was intense. He was able to perform his duties, but it was taking its toll. Robb slowly and painfully made his way back to our berth. 

Magic Moment 

When I came on deck Roark had already taken the helm and what a sight it was. The boat was flying along around 10 knots occasionally touching 12 or 13 knots with a 24 knot wind gusting to 28. The sky was super clear, no moon and the Milky Way was directly lined straight over the top of us stretching out over Hawaii and beyond, perfect! Roark and I continued switching off on driving duties managing to pass a few boats, we were only able to see their mast head lights, but it was satisfying to know we were sailing well. Other divisions had started before and behind us and we assumed that some of boats we were seeing would not be direct competition. As the sun was rising Kirk came up to relieve us and stated that Robb was unable to take his watch due to his rib injury.  I stayed on deck with Kirk for a while and contemplated what this meant.

Misery

At this point Robb was in a lot of pain, lying in a bunk that kept jumping around, unable to sleep or relax, and stuck below in a wet stuffy berth he succumbed to a nasty bout of seasickness. Throwing up with damaged ribs; I just can’t imagine the misery, this carried on for far too long.  After consulting with the medical team associated with the Pacific Cup it was decided to turn back and get Robb medical attention where he could be evaluated, the medical folks were worried about a lacerated spleen, this was around noon on Wednesday.

The Turn 

The water had started to turn that deep blue associated with deeper water, and it felt like the water breaking over the boat was getting warmer, or maybe just “not so cold”, so turning back in these conditions came with baggage. After the turn, things got interesting. Robb was completely incapacitated, Roark started to feel the effects of the new motion and also became sick, but he did rally like a pro and was there to do whatever was needed as we slogged our way back. The rest is a blur of short watches followed by bailing water up and out the companionway, short rests, and do it all over again. Somehow water was starting to fill the bilge and became problematic.  This continued all afternoon into the darkness of the night. Around 3 AM I passed out in full gear including boots full of sea water. I came too before sunrise, pickled in my foul weather gear, Kirk and Roark were totally worked over, but things were starting to calm down.

It’s been a physical, mental, and emotional journey that I wouldn’t trade for the world. “Mirthmaker” was great, along with my crew. I feel lucky to have been included in this adventure and thank Kirk and Robb for making it possible. I still plan to get my ocean crossing thing checked off while racing a sailboat. Trans-Pac perhaps?

Sitting at home typing this out, while the gear I have been living in since Tuesday is drying on the slack line in my back yard, I feel a sense of loss. I am starting to get used to the fact that I am here and not out there, trying to live in the moment and enjoy all the wonderful people that mean the most to me.

Mark Warren

P.S. I just heard from Rob that his spleen is healthy and should serve him well into the future.

 

 

 

 

Wind Sprints

Touch Rugby?

I received an email declaring that the Saturday after Thanksgiving, the older less resilient types were invited to run touch with the youngsters of various collegiate, and local Men’s Club’s including my former club, Santa Rosa RFC. Myself, Todd, Jeff, Doc John and Kelly un-enthusiastically committed to show up. Truth be known I started stretching Friday morning as a precaution. Jeff, Todd and I had no issues during the outing, well actually I was winded after just a few moments, but whatever, It took Kelly about 10 minutes to pull a hammy. Doc John lasted a little longer but eventually went down hard on the slippery turf, he came up lame with a cracked rib or a torn pectoral muscle, he was still trying to sort out the damage after a few beers at the bar later in the day.

I don’t feel old and frail but…

I did fell somewhat pathetic, not because the youngsters ran circles around me, but because I think I can keep on, keeping on, without any consequences. When in reality there is a strong possibility I will snap, stretch or break some form of connecting tissue on one of these little outings, but I still do it anyway. I was nervous for f**** sake and it was only touch.

Old gear 

Slowly, steadily my boots grip on the soft turf faded, at first I thought the ground was getting softer and more lubricated from all the back peddling,  WTF? After a quick visual check between scores I was shocked to see large chunks of the plastic soles of my 1994 Patrick boots missing along with the aluminum studs designed to keep my ass off the grass while hitting the brakes. Really, is this happening? Within 15 minutes there was nothing but the smooth foam foot bed directly below and up against my wet sock. I laughed out loud because they reminded me of wrestling boots, so unsuitable for the rugby pitch. I pressed on but was worthless to my mates. Those boots had been in my closet since 2002 when I fell off a roof and broke my back. Todd offered to take up a collection for a new pair.

What’s missing?

Sitting at Cooperage Brewing Company 2 hours later drinking with the old and infirm directly across the table from the young and unbreakable I realized how much I missed the whole spectacle of it., I really miss rugby, not just touch, but a 15 aside war zone. Not the spectating or analyzing of the play, but the act of tying up the laces not knowing how the day will end. X-rays, sutures, or blunt force trauma of the full body at the very least. I have not thought about it for a long time and now it’s back again, maybe? Just touch, touch is good for the soul, but I know where that leads. There is such a deep seeded pull back to the pitch. Convincing myself I have a little more left to give. Will I allow myself some part of the addiction, no, I don’t think so. But Touch that just might work out for me.

SR Old Boys 3-24-18

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